My Secret Place

15th Nov 2008

2008-11-16T22:43:00.005+08:00

It was a birthday week I supposed.

Rushed for 2 parties on saturday.

Tired BUT.. It's worth it. :)

Happy 21st to both qi n zi!

It was fun for both parties and I must apologise to zi that i was late. sorry!

Both of their parties were unique!

Qi got the Roti prata chef for us. Cool.

Zi was at minds cafe!

Here goes the pictures.

Pretty Qi! Woohoo~

Sexy Zi! Va Va Voom~

My Sum... :D

My Dearest Love!!!!!

My Lovely Brothers..

My Lovely Sisters..

黑白配

2008-10-31T01:34:00.006+08:00

I feel so guilty right now cos i need my sleep.
Haven been sleeping the way i used to.
I dunno why.

Reports, presentations, test and final exams are nearing.
And here i am. Not sleepin nor studying for test next week.
shit. real shit to feel how im feeling at this moment.

Nonetheless. life goes on and i learnt to appreciate things
while truckload of stuffs are bugging you.
While I was driving home from sch i heard the song 黑白配.
Love the melody and certainly the lyrics.

Went for dance and on my way back, I heard it again.
It's abit rare to hear a song twice as it's not a popular or latest song.
And what amazed me was the road i'm on was the same.
The road, the song, the car, the same old me.

Coincidence?
I don't believe in that. =)
Listen to that song.

I am fascinated.

Happy Birthday ah Lam!

2008-10-22T00:31:00.002+08:00

Went to wish you happy 21st.
Oh, you must be blessed by those cards and keychains personalised for you!
Very happy to see you.
last year I wished you on the bus with steph they all.
Promised you to be at ur 21st, Rmb?
I know i'm late, but I did.
I'm happy it didn't rain when I get there, i know u're expecting rite?
Was worried cos the past days were pouring like crazy and i hate tt.
But it was all bright and shining, u grinned.
Happy Happy 21st.

3 more months before i leave to SH....

Say

2008-10-16T17:14:00.003+08:00

I know it wouldnt be a good day for me once i woke up..
Had a written test this morning.
Rushed back from school just for a tele-interview, but i cant get hold of the manager.
My friend informed me that someone got selected for a job that we wanted most. sad.
Looking up the gloomy sky which couldnt hold anymore.. it starts to pour
I hate rainy days, did i mention it before?
Just like the sky, the dreary and cheerless clouds hovered me starts to rain.
With all the projects putting on a halt, interviews for SH ending, I'm think I need a break.
Take me out of this.
Clueless and aimless, i don't know what i'm in for.
Idenity crisis? I don't know.
Everything seems dull. or is it me?
Feel something amiss.
I miss them.

All I need is the air I breathe, and a place to rest my head.

Emptiness

2008-10-12T04:02:00.002+08:00

It's like 4 am in the morning and i'm wide awake.
Has the Sun risen from the west?

First of all, a very happy birthday to ken.
And our beloved Cheng yee. =)
In an hour time i'm sending my parents to the airport
for their usual business trip. Wish them well.

Just need a breather for the time being.
This week was the busiest week.
Multiple Briefings from the NOC.
Rushing for project deadlines.
Trying to clear my readings, which i've yet to do it.
In a few hours, i'm having a project meeting again.
Somebody save me.

thanks for the comforting msgs today.
Love the way you add a tinge of humor.
haha. just hang a lovely smile on me despite of all the meetings that is spinning around me.

Not quite ready for NOC, i must confess.
I'm not mentally and physically prepared.
Probably it's not finalised yet.
I really hope for the best as it's not by chance i've got this golden opportunity rite?

hmm last friday i've recieved an unknown msg.
Sweet. =)
But it's still the sender is unknown.

alritey, got to send my parents.
all the best ting!

2am:DesserBar

2008-10-09T19:31:00.004+08:00

2am:DessertBar.

Love the concept as it's very cosy with a tinge of cosmo.

Ordered the Chocolate and Berry truffle ( if I'm not wrong)

They are simply.....

gorgeous.

Love their art in displaying which adds on to the flavour.

With my wannabe rich fren.

We had a Chocolaty time chatting the past, present, the future.

Unknowingly, we did an Awesome workpiece by 'redesign' them til this...

Alright, i think i made it most.

Woohoo~ Satisfaction.

The place, the food, the company.

Adds on to my memory lane.

Thank you.

Lost

2008-10-06T00:50:00.002+08:00

Stranger,
thank you. thank you. thank you.

i cant imagine i'm alone in SH reading tt.
i'm overwhelmed. First time. Every first time.
I will rmb every chats, every outings we had.
Good things never last...
I don't wish to hurt you, not at all..

love is everything or nothing at all

i cant continue.. sorry...

Cos you're not alone, and i'm there with you.
And we'll get lost tgt till the light comes pouring thru
Cos when you're feel like you're done and the darkness has won
babe you're lost...

when your world's crashing down and you can not bear the cross

I said... baby, you're not lost.

2303

2008-10-02T23:13:00.002+08:00

It's been long since i pen down my thoughts and life.
lots of things happening and i dunno where to start with.

Been a busy month since i have to camp myself
over at my parents shop for the past 4 weekends.
the friday with 2sy. it's a great nite guys!
smth we din do before rite?? haha
Love you guys. Awsome frens i have!
Just pamper me like the rain showers over you!

hmm.. wat else..?
my life goin change for real soon.
the acceptance for Shanghai is still pending
But i went for the breifing today.
More insights of what i'm in for.
caught up in a dilemma.
Family,frens. love ones..
things will change. i dun like.
but even if i stay, things wil stil change rite?
the feeling of missing sucks.
nonetheless.. it's not finalise.
Leaving it all to Him to decide.
I will cherish the time with my frens and family much more.

emotions are taking over me.
but with those surprised msgs i received comfort me.
i'm glad to have you.
just so you know.

Ah lam, you hear my wishes for you?
it's a bang on sun.
felt your presence so dearly.
i think all of us did. =)
love you!

2303.
look up the sky tonite?

It's a wonderful world?

2008-09-10T22:21:00.003+08:00

Ben and Jerry's on last friday with wei. It's a simple and plain dinner at soup spoon as i'm still having a swollen face. We had a pleasant ride and chit chat session. Having a enjoyable time listening to the nature concerto played for us. haha. Never knew I could get this memorable and sweet feeling with my fren. tot is just couple thingy. haha. NOW i know.

Two HAmsterS?

*********

10 Sep 2008

This morning before heading to school, we went to novena square. Thinking of having the Jap MAma Bakery for breakfast but ended up at cedele. not too bad but its not FULLFILLing. haha. enjoy eating with wei cos we really CAN eat!
Hmm.. Cabbage! where are you! How's your new job? when GOT the POint to meet me?

haha. anw! i got my stitches out of my mouth and had a 'Hole-SOme' dinner @ canopy.
nice place! wei and Cabbage! lets go there k! Had a sad but full of reality chat with my fren over @ canopy and it's really smth i din realise.
My flaw or tt's me?
Why cant life be as sweet as i think it could be?
As happy as I wan to be?
As simple as i am?

Oh well...
Cinderella will always be my Favourite fairy tale.
=)

Wisdom tooth

2008-09-04T10:15:00.002+08:00

1 week of Mc which i dunno what to do.
Feeling like an infant being feed with soft diet.
Pain... woke me up in the middle of the night.

Still feeling the pain..

Woke up as early as 8
Din know what to do

Sad to see my frens undergoin turmoils which cant be expressed
Really want to help them with words of comfort and encouragement
It's not the end of the world, my frens.
It's just the beginning.
Many chapters of our lives have yet to be revealed and discovered.
Be blessed with the company you have.
Be contented that we are still able to appreciate each other.
Be wise.

We have lost one, two and not anymore.
I'm reviewing to myself as I Pen down thess thoughts.
We are not perfect, no one is.
Don't be afraid to fall
Don't be afraid to cry
Dont be, cos there's always a hand reached out to you unconditionally.

There will always be a rainbow for you after a storm.
Have heart.
Have faith.
Wait for that rainbow that will always be there for you.

Wishing you well frens.

Happy Teacher's Day!

2008-09-01T18:10:00.005+08:00

Happy Teacher's Day Ms Tan!

Lovely breezes and the gentle morning Sun greets us as we stepped into Holland Village.

Had our breakfast over at a dine-in Bakery Shop.

Though it's 4 bucks per set, it's a light hearty meal for us to start our day!

Some Shots we Took over at the bakery.

My new 'hip' Shades!

Wei's turn to try the Shades.

After breakfast, we head down to coffee bean since we still have some time to kill.

We're not coffee person, thus we ordered Belgium Chocolate!

We know it's sinful! but we enjoyed it! haha afterwhich we had abit of trouble with our tummies.

Alright, Here you go wei! Happy Teacher's Day! Hope you had fun!

30th August 2008

Sat afternoon, met up with Rou, Zi and Sum for K session.

Crappy photos taken with my love!... real nuts i must say!

Hate Watermelon but ya.. we tried eating it!

Animal Unite! - Piggy Zi, Sum the Cat, Bear Paw and Doggy Rou!

Trying to be Studious in a KTV? It's a Dictionary.

Specs Day for us!

we concluded our day by having a Lor mEe party!

All of us orderes lor mee.....haha enjoyable day indeed!

2008-08-28T23:22:00.003+08:00

It's the 3rd week of school and i'm still slacking away...
I dun like this feeling.
Everyone is gearing up for this semester and here i am..
slackin away..
Just don't have the zest of competing and enriching my life.

Agony.
Angsty.
Annoyed.
Animosity.

Rou's Day!

2008-08-20T10:32:00.004+08:00

Every Tuesday would be Rou's day.
We had a break from 4 to 6pm and followed by a 3 hr session teaching.
This was the second time we met.
Sci canteen which was the opposite side of the hill..
Had Yong tau Foo and also some silly shots.

Nerd specs bought by Rou.

Trying to be Nerdy

Trying to be Funny!

Trying to be Nerdy too!

Enjoyable time though we at the canteen with many pairs of eyes watching us playing with the specs. All thanks to RoU!

Haha.

2008-08-13T14:58:00.002+08:00

Went back to Luxasia to help with the Mgt Meeting sildes.
Went home and Welcome with Angela's Red bean pancake
and Jenny's nasi lemak.
Thank you So much.

At home now waiting for time to head to school for one lecture.
Weird timing but ya.. life.
Went to visit friend's blogs and it saddens me.
All of us are still trying to float around.
Not wanting to drown ourselves with sorrows but it seems to
encroach our lives subtly.

I guess Denial is our new found friend.

Stop in the moment

2008-08-09T14:20:00.003+08:00

Many Many moments to capture but it's all in a mess.
The good and the bad.
Enjoyed Every moment spend with my family and friends.
But there's always an emptiness ending my day.

Time is clicking away.
Am i still standing right where I was years back?
I'm not sure, but i want to.
21st this year and it's supposed to be brand new phase.
But have we seen the difference in us?
I don't think so.

We should enjoy the moments and not crumble.
We should appreciate the zest and not weaken.
We should cherish our loved ones and not take them for granted.
We should be happy and not sad.
We should, we should, but how many of us able to?

I wonder.

Tears in Heaven

2008-08-06T10:58:00.003+08:00

Back from the busy week with work and parties.
Giving myself a week to rest before my sch term starts.
I'm doubting about my decision..
Almost every night, lam, u're always there..
Flashing across the times we had like a merry go round.
I'm affected.
I bet the rest you left behind are still having the grieve

Parites seem to cover the pain we carry,
But we know it's hard and weary.

Could we turn back time?
Alright, I know I'm just being foolish.
I'm just a plank in the vast ocean,
carry me where ever you want me to be.

I'm lost.

I leave it all to You my Lord..

A walk to Remember

2008-07-31T11:02:00.016+08:00

Sushi Tei @ Taka

It was last week that 2sy met for dinner since guang is enlisting.

A pleasant dinner with the folks.

A little catching up since we met quite often.

A few missing souls though!

WEI????

Ken ordered this fabulous dish

Ugly me but it reminds me of a similar photo I once took.haha.

A group photo before we leave..

Look at our head! Thanks ah!

But we're still pretty rite CabbagE!??

Last day for Cheryl @ Luxasia.

So our Lovely department and of cause our boss, Paula treat us lunch at Pines.

Beautiful Place at Stevens Rd

____

That's half of what we have on the lazy susan.

We were like shocked to see those food they ordered!

With Cheryl while waiting for my Yam paste to come but it didn't!

Hmm... it's been a nice week and I can smell the Lecture Hall from Biz..

*******

"As happens sometimes a moment settled and hovered and remained for much more than a moment. And sound stopped and movement stopped for much, much more than a moment.

And then the moment was gone.

Enjoy the moment."

21st Parties!

2008-07-23T16:36:00.010+08:00

Finally I've got pictures to upload.

Okie, I'm lazy.Haha

Went two parties during this month of July, thanks to the July babies.

Up first,Lin's 21st at East Coast!

Gals...

Smile!

Sorry Lin! had to compromise.

2sy family Photo!
Ok, not quite. We missed ye, lee, kay n xin. Hopefully we get to take a FULL one during my birthday.

Sum's 21st!
Ladies in Black

Zi HigH!

Pei Zi just love taking pics..

Wide Happy Smile!

Candid.

I love this pic but cant enlarge it!

My LoVE!!!!!!!

OKie, here we go again....

It's Two lovely nights with an awesome closing.

Thank Him for blessing me with all of them around!

Life is not a bed of roses, but at least

it's a box of Chocolate.

Dearly missed you, ah Lam.

xoxoxo

Reminiscences

2008-07-17T21:42:00.002+08:00

YouTube - we will get there----sunyanzi

Had a walk with wei back to her home from cp.
it's such a breezy and calm nite.
walked pass skss.. oh my. images start to flash like a movie film.
Bitter. Sweet. Sour.
Just so much we have to say during this walk.
All started with National day songs.
So much so we started depicting back
when each class had to sing a national day song for Ms Goh.
Our class, 2sy, sang a tanya's song but we just couldnt rmb.
Kept singing others but just not tt song.

Comes to upper secondary, Archernarz. Yanzi's days.
still rmb we have to perform during chinese new year with those pop songs!
Just thinking and talking about it really brings laughter,innocence and care-free.
Just so much so We could turn back time.. right SKY?

Haha. still Rmb during one of the chinese test we were given some hint from
other classes and we got caught for it.
Though not all of us know, but we are all for one. tt's how 'garang' we were.

One of the Valentine's day I will never forget.
Again, we took the initiative to raise school's fund by selling roses to
students and teachers in sch.
That was HELL lot of FUN.
All of us stayed so late that some of us overnight at lala's place.
With all the Drama- mama, we managed to breakthrough.
though there's no recognition so wat so ever, we all know that the memories and experience of working together is enough, that's all we need.

We play hard but we 'work' hard too.
Back to school in the evening to study and revising during O's.
All that we realised, we went for a night, chilling tour! Opps.
Jay Chou's songs was all that I remember. Thanks to Peter's speaker.

Ah lam! still Remember? =)
I'm your lao da, steph lao er, Bunk lao sen, Sharon ah sam.
One big family.

2sy, Netball, Basketball, Archernars.

Dearly missed it, missed it all.

Mixed

2008-07-15T10:35:00.002+08:00

It's the normal routine again with a little spice.
Got up earlier than before so i tot of walking to the nearest
market to get a hearty breakfast.

Brought the butterfly, ham chin piangs and soy milk for the office and myself!
It's a bit sinful for such Oily stuff but i love it! ( just need to click more runs! )
Hmm was quite down yesterday night, but I tried to leave it all to Him for today
and credits for Him, I start my day real well.
With the blessings I gave, though it's just peanuts for some, it's the thought that counts!
Am I right? haha.
It's Tuesday, and my parents and er jie are coming home from their business trip.
Cant wait to pick them up later after work. =)
Really really want to load some pretty pictures but I've yet to do it! too lazy man.

Hmm thinking through, it's been a pretty busy weekend for me.
A treat from Rou for Get started.
She bought me a cute lil blue bear! luv it. Thanks sweetie!
Had our fav subway and went to hunt for Motorola's V9 .
It's really funny as both of us realised we were the only two 'silly' ones that yearn a Motorola's hp. haha. But at least, we're not alone!
Went to lin's 21st party at east coast after service.
Awesome night lin! thank you thank you!
Played touch rug on sun afternoon with my 'uncle', who's goin back to Mel today as well!
Rushed to ku's place for a Lovely Wonderful dinner.
Wished the usuals were there esp Jay and nana. =)

Had some hiccups during that day which really put me on to a roller coaster ride.
The worst Thosai i've eaten. tears of bitterness and disappointment.
It's not a big deal to many, but for such a fairy-taled person, I just lose the respect.
Till now, i cant really accept that fact. Gosh, i cant...

Not forgetting ah lam.. you're dearly missed.
It's been over a month and everything seems to be getting on track.
But i know... it hasn't.
I pray for peace sets in to your family and yilin.
It's a tough journey so gave them strength to conquer the quest in their lives.
I know you and I know you will.

In any case, I'm still grateful to be blessed with such awesome family and friends that I have.
Thank you.

It's Friday

2008-07-11T23:30:00.002+08:00

What a week it has been.
Full of laughters and sorrows.
Gay is what i'm feeling now.
Thanks for as you know who you are.

I'm very blessed as my prayers' answered.
Just as immediate as it can be.
He's really the Moving and Mighty One.

So many things I wanted to say.
But i'm just briefly saying it.
Though it's simple yet contend,
What an awesome night to end.

The Truth

2008-07-10T23:29:00.005+08:00

numb yet again.

I hate the silence we had
I hate the differences we have
I hate it all...

I love the memories we had
I love the connection we have
I love it all...

It's not fair.

Am I being the nasty one?
Am I being the stubborn one?
Am I being the paranoid one?
Am I being the foolish one?

Tell me, speak to me.
I want to know.

2008-07-04T09:50:00.002+08:00

It's was a busy busy week for me.
Real work life in kickin in and I can feel the level of stress I'm going to have after grad.
Met up with wei for some catch up.
It was just a dinner and starbucks at cp, but it's really nice.
Though I've been busy and having late nights with friends,
yesterday was the best. simple yet happy and comforted.

" ah lam!!! How's life, must be great? =) you know what?
we could have been even closer if my parents knew you're one of their friend's son?
They told me they knew your dad, cos ur dad's brother is their customers since ages."
what a small world.

Life seems to be stagnant for a while, but it's getting better as the days passed.
Thanks to my colleagues, they really made my time at work very pleasing.
We're all in the House of the Lord. =)
Such a comfortable and peaceful place to be in.
I hope I'll be able to get such a chance when I'm in my working life.

Donna's coming back like 1 more day? haha cant wait for us to meet up!
One more month to go to school reopens. not really eager. i rather my current
situation. haha.. But since I've on it, i'll bite the bullet.

Alright, time to work. so HAppy it's Friday...

Happy Birthday

2008-06-30T23:53:00.002+08:00

HapPy Birthday Dook!!!!!!!!!
Hoping to say that to u now but i'm choked.
barely utter any words. But u're dearly missed bro.
How i wish i could tell you about my stuffs n all,
but i doubt u've cared.

18 years of knowing you was bitter sweet.
u're just too like me, stubborn.
I know ku ma purposely tell me about the sermon she heard on forgiveness.
Have i not forgive you? teared in my heart that i was mistaken by the elders.
Have i not make the first move?
Have i not try to strike conversation?
It's not fair that i'm being blamed but i din rebuke at all, not once i did.

it's always you that i will think of if i'm passing by eateries, but you wont appreciate.
How i wish i could just pop by ur room and see what your doin, but you wont wan me to disturb.
Being down and not lettin you guys know it's tearing me apart, it's terrible and i try not to affect my emotions while with you, but i cant.
Phoned with aaron and he made me realised something, i chose to shut the doors.
tellin as many as ppl i can about my feelings seems not working for me anymore.
afterall, i'm the one tt is facing it.

My family is the physical pillar that i've always, always rely on. But now its torn, what should i do? what can i do? it really borders me.
Wei, I want to be as chirpy as i was, i'm tryin.
But, Thanks for the msg of assurance that i'm not left behind. It really comforted me alot.
Rou, i know u'll be there for me, always been n never fail.
Somehow, I have to face the music.myself.
usually confide my problems with my sisters but somehow we're drifted.
Wont want to border them as well as they're busy with their work and relationship.
What should i do next, bro?

Nonetheless i am thankful to Him, I'm always always blessed to have people comforting me.
I'm thankful for His patience as well..

Felt Peace?

2008-06-28T22:43:00.002+08:00

It's been weeks or months that I felt the peace in me.
It's a relief for me, though just for that 2 hours, i'm content.
Went for the altar call. I was released for that moment as i
was filled with His presence. but...
it's always easy to say "pray and leave everything to Him."
It's otherwise.

Met up with Siwei for lunch after so many months, Still the old maris.
Wonkas, SiWei, Alvin and ButterFac, miss it. miss all the fun that we had.
Argh, seriously i dunno why i'm feelin nostalgic.

Had problems with my close fren. I'm really sorry for being blunt and not
considering your feelings. I really cant take the bottle-up feelings, jus too
much for me to take. i meant well, i really hope you can express it out to us
and we're here to shoulder some off. Let's put off the mask and smile!

side track, i really wan to put mre stuff in this blog but i'm just too stupid
to handle all the IT stuff i've to go thru! pardon me but one day i'm sure i'll be
satisfied with my 'creation'. haha.

there's too manny thought for me to pen down, just too many.
this vacation is my first time taking up a full time job for 2 mths.
happy and sad. i'm so grateful and thankful to work in that department.
the people, and the atmostphere is so nice to be in for 5 working days.
though it's a workin place where many politics invlove, it's rather a peaceful place
to be in.

All in all, i'm still not ready to be who i am. will i get back to who i was or this is me? we'll figure out.

Come back down

2008-06-22T16:06:00.002+08:00

http://youtube.com/watch?v=BOGvUsevQZA

Staring right back in the face
A memory can’t be erased
I know, because I tried
Start to feel the emptiness
and everything I’m gonna miss
I know, that I can’t hide

All this time is passing by
I think it’s time to just move on

When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I’ll be there for you
Don’t have to be alone with what you’re going through

Start to breathe and fake a smile
It’s all the same after a while
I know, that you are tired
Carrying the ones you lost
A picture frame with all the thoughts
I know, you hold inside

I hope that you can find your way back
To the place where you belong

When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I’ll be there for you
Don’t have to be alone with what you’re going through

You’re coming back down
You say you feel lost can I help you find it
When you come around
From time to time we all are blinded
You’re coming back down
You don’t have to tell me what you’re feeling
I know what you’re going through
I won’t be the one that lets go of you

I think it’s time to just move on

When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I’ll be there for you
Don’t have to be alone with what you’re going through

When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I’ll be there for you
Don’t have to be alone with what you’re going through

I wonder...

2008-06-20T01:11:00.003+08:00

Just sooo tired but couldnt drag myself to bed. Whats wrong? i never had this feeling before, not even when i broke off.
Was glad that my dearest cousin send me a mail to comfort me, in His way.. Thank you.
Am i self empathized? Or just need more time to get back on my feet?
I'm afraid it wont be that soon.

Ah lam, what would u say to yilin if she dreamt of u?
she asked me, and i replied her swiftly.
"Happy, of cos."
Am i right?

Just so many memories we had.. i wont forget.
Just so vivid that was yesterday.
Just so carefree that we missed.
Just so happy that we cried.
Just so many I have to say.
Just so you would know.

My parents were quite understanding and concerned.
They didnt ask much and i'm thankful,
but least they know, i missed them all.
so much i wanted to say but words dont flow.
When could I be as blunt as before?

I love my family and yet I seemed so nonchalant.
I soaked myself with tears and yet they didnt know.
I dont want to.. i really dont.
I need my second sis and yet she's away.
I hope she's having fun, really, she deserve a break.

Thank you for listening and i know i'll be strong.
Cause no matter what, i'm not alone.
Thank you for His Grace, His everlasting love.

From the inside out

2008-06-18T09:37:00.004+08:00

Where should I start.. these few weeks have been a roller coaster ride for me. After my Hong Kong trip with my best friend, everything just seems weird, or is it me? I could barely breathe. Many late nights that I tired to immerse myself with fatigue, running away from the problems I have with my brother, trying to comfort my friends when I need that too. Being strong but feeling weak.

I know, I know, I cant run away from all these forever. But leave me, will you? Just awhile, be stagnant, be nonchalant. Everything to me now seems superficial, i dont know why. Just tried, drained.

Just to sidetrack, yesterday met up with one of my close girl friend for a talk which i felt comforting. It's been a while since she side down with us and talk. really relieved. She's always there for me when i'm in need, always willing to listen to my problems. I want to be there for her too. I know i'm not the best person to seek, but i'll be there. alrite?

'Let bygones be bygones', a classic pharse that many used to comfort. Possible?

Throughout all these, He's always there, beside me or even carrying me when i'm weak. He is my pillar and only strength. Talking to Him everynight is the only time being true to myself...